Arghhhhhhhh~~~!

Or should i just say HI?? Mr leong, my shatec trainer just told me he read my blog.. Question is.. how he got to know my blog? Anyway, what he said was true.. haha. THANK GOD DID NOT WRITE ANYTHING BAD ABT HIM. I dun want another episode like that again, like what happened before in army, where my encik saw what i wrote about him. haha..

Exams next week.. back to mugging..

Life as a trainee in Banquet.

Sucky..

I feel that there wasnt any real communication with the HR training and development dept which i am directly under.. In our contract, they are not supposed to make us work till midnight when we will have to go to school the next day... However, they still put us in this shift on sunday.

The manager commented we are not willing to do OT. But, His meaning of OT is another FULL 8Hrs shift!! How can i ever accept that? I personally do not mind doing a bit more OT if they really needed some REAL help but only for a few hrs.

The employment act states that No employee is to be forced to do OT, Even if the employee performs OT, it shall not be more than 12 hrs a day. BUT PUTTING US TO WORK OT, WITHOUT ASKING US, IS ALREADY "FORCING" US IN A WAY. Working OT for a few hrs is acceptable but for another FULL 8HRS SHIFT?? UNACCEPTABLE! And the best thing is, they dun give 1.5x rate. They just give a flat rate.

Manager compared us to his captains and say that they worked more than 16-18hrs each day and added that in this industry it is like that. BUT! as a trainee, I dun choose to be in this dept, i had to go thru it cos it's part of job attachment requirements. PLUS, i have test every now and then so i need time to study, i cant work too many OTs. The captains did it most probably cos they want to keep their jobs and they too should know about all these and it's their choice to stay or leave.. IT IS NOT OUR PROBLEM!

Manager says it's all about managing your time.. BUT if we were somehow forced to perform OT, where do we have the time then to manage it? Study while working??

Another thing i am unwilling to do OT is.. i am only getting a miserable $500/mth as allowance. Which is the maximum amount not applicable for CPF deductions. If i were to do OT, instead of getting more $$, i will get LESS! Due to the deduction in CPF. I mean... WHO IS SO DUMB TO WORK MORE N YET GET LESS??

Frustrated.. Counting down.. Keeping Cool.. Act Blur Live Longer.. ok.. felt much better.. AND I AM NOT WHINEY!! NOT AT ALL.. *bleah*

The Bachelor??

Have u seen the show? somehow i just feel that i am suddenly in this reality show.. lolx. especially now, cos i get more contact with more females. But of cos i sure dun hv the looks n money like them.

I'm not bragging abt anything, i juz wana say maybe i really suffer frm low self-esteem. It's like some guest will say that i look good, asked me if i had a gf, or some part time young gals will want to know me. (there was even 1 that says i'm a good catch--> she told my colleague n she told me) *faints* BUT i just cannot accept it... There was 1 who even tot i was a part time model!! ya.. and i was thinking the before part of a facial treatment.. -_-''' I FEEL WEIRD!! I AM LANG GAH FACE!!! Then i will try to avoid. Haiz... Even my colleague was like. "y eh?? ppl like lang gah face eh??" haha.. couldnt stop laughing.. Then i was like,"ya.. they need to change their specs or they need to get their eyes checked..."

Easy Prey??

Am i? Why is it always me to get cheated most of the time? Am i really that easily conned? or just because i really trust people easily? too easily?

Just recently, my sec sch mate called me for some help. He was in need of $$. I been through how was it like being poor and desperate for some cash. But thankfully, i've got a fren--> Ray who really trusts me and brought me through my toughest period. (He lent me $$) but i did not broke the trust. I return the $$ immediately once i got my pay. So, i agreed to lend the guy some $$ to which i think is a huge amt cos i am not a very rich guy. Yet, over the past few mths, this guy had been avoiding my calls n sms. Even when i introduced jobs to him, he did not even bother.. I guess i will not get back the $$.

I am upset.. very upset. Why do people want to do such thing to me? This is not the 1st time it happens. I just dislike it when people took my trust for granted. Maybe some what some of my friends told me is right.. I shldnt trust people easily.. too easily.. even my closest friends?? i duno..

I once heard someone say,"Beware of your friends.. you will get betrayed by them.." I was quite affected at first cos i was thinking who will really do that to your friends? But now, i'm beginning feel that it's true.. i heard of many friend's parents who got cheated by their business counterparts and stuffs. Haiz.. How sad..

Am i going to change?? I duno.. Just feeling disappointed. I just dont wish to be another heartless guy and ignore someone who truely needs my help. Arghh.. Confusing.. i need help.

Hello..

Sorry.. Well i have not really abandon this blog of mine yet.. Just that i am abit lazy or busy to blog nowadays.. Maybe what i am going through now is just mandane.. routine or so. Maybe to roughly share...

I'm taking Dip in Hotel Management in SHATEC. Signed Bond with Meritus Mandarin Hotel. Yup, so I'm a sponsored trainee.

Studying and working at the same time. 3 days in school, the next 4 days of the week, i'll have to go back to the hotel for attachment, worked according to the schedule each dept plans, and given 1 day off. To the hotel, we are considered full time employees n so call studying part time in school. That is why i have no holidays. I will have to work in my hotel whenever there's no school. =(

Yup, sometimes will have test here and there.. Coping well so far.. aiya.. boring la.. nothing much de.. haha.. Yup, that's all..

(CRY~~~~!! I'm reduced to a no-life student n worker..)