Juz Me~!

I'm A SUPER LOH SOH GUY~! I think i'm a Sanguine(high "I" person in the D.I.S.C personality test), hv extremes in mood(mood swings? i duno)... Nvm... BUt i chose to remain happy... ANyway, Life still goes on. So, might as well live it happy. N btw.. I'm XIAO MI FENG!! (my call-sign in BRC)

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

SARA SARA..

Watever wil be, will be..

This is the kind of attitute i will adopt for my bike practical.
Strangely in life, the more you want something, somtimes the harder it is to get. Well, as a christian, i choose to believe in my God. I believe that EVERYTHING WORKS FOR THE GOOD FOR ME. Yup, this has been the kind of slogan i adopted since i learn to accept that there's indeed a time for everything. And wat we have to do is to just.. follow His timing! Cos His timing is always right. While the impatient me always wants things in an instant. I guess i'm learning something here.. Haha.. Patience is a virtue?

Of cos i also do my part in the thing that i wana acheive! Not really giving in to the "wateva" attitute and gave it up just it doesnt happen because attitute counts. Delay is not Denial! I believe that maybe it's just not the right time for me to get it yet. God, my father will not refuse something good for me. Heh heh.. *suddenly so spitirual eh? but seriously, This is how i manage my disappointment most of the time. That's why i can always be cheerful knowing that whatever i do, i'm safe in God's hands.

*peace*

Saturday, May 27, 2006

WAT IS WRONG???!!!!???

I hate it.. seriously. I dun care if i used such a strong word.

I Failed my pract 8 yet again wasting $30++ n time.. This time i was really confident i wuld pass yet i didnt. The instructor claimed i wobbled and i wasnt good in general riding.. BUt then HE WAS THE ONE WHO COMMENTED I WAS GOOD IN GENERAL RIDING A FEW WEEKS AGO WHEN HE OSO HAPPEN TO BE MY TESTER!! juz tt i admit i didnt do so well for my circuit.. Sian..

Checked my pay..

YEt again theey missed my bonus!! WAT THE~~~! so i hit my target for nothing for the past 2 mths??

WAt is wrong?? I hate this feeling... KInda cheated.. Demoralised...

Monday, May 22, 2006

Problems!!!

The good news,"Your application for the sponsorship program has been accepted!"

The bad news,"In order to fulfil the part of the agreement, please provide 2 sureties (guarantors)"

The ugly---> like cant find lei...

$$ is such sensitive issue.. Well said abt the phrase,"Money matters, hurts relationship" literally frm chinese, "tan qian shang gan qing"
I dun really blame ppl for not being able to help due to 1 reason or another cos if it's me, i would also think twice or thrice even many times as it concerns... MONEY~!

I hate it manz.. seriously.. So far oni my sister is able to help. I just need 1 more.. I hate it when i was frm a so call not so well to do family. My dad is willing to help but... he's bankrupt. My mum doesnt draw a monthly salary.. i hate myself for being erm.. not so well to do. If not i wun even consider going for any sponsorship program and to subject myself to all these lame contractual stuffs. If i had the $$ i would go OVERSEAS or even SIM to get myself a decent DEGREE instead of a Diploma.. And of course i will fulfil the agreement no matter wat. It concerns my future!

Even if i drop out(highly not possible) i will pay for the compensation myself.. cos i really dun like to owe ppl favors.. haizz.. sian.. Who can help? wahahas... see la.. ask ppl to sign the agreement oso a kind of "owe favors" already.. Sian.. Contradict myself. Wat to do? Wahahas....

(maybe shld ask my customers in the club to help me..) arghhh... no i'm juz kidding.. This is driving me crazy.. arghhh...

(But there's some who's interested to kmow.. ) OH ... SHUT UP!!

(And.. they got Money!!.... )*BISH*

Sorry.. Got to deal with the devil inside me..

(Never ask, never know~~)

Sorry guys, Excuse me.. *BISH *WHAMP *PIANG *BOX (sound of boxing the devil)

Saturday, May 20, 2006

new G4.. lolx.. was celebrating samuel's bday before we flew

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Esther saw her sec sch fren who's now an air stewardess in Tiger airway..

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getting vain while in queue

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our 1st by the road side stall we patronise.. dun ask me wat we ate os we oso duno.. juz try only.. wahahas

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went Chathuchat the 1st morning.. This is wat i secretly took.. See those puppies?? so cute!! they're selling these puppies like toys manz...

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i love MOnkeys.. I'm back.. to monkey business.. lolx

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i got myself a new shades n a new watch... a few monkey shirts n some souvenirs for frens...

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We squeezed into the small tuk tuk.. YEs.. 4 of us.. almost did MIssion Impossible 4 ourselves.. hehe. It's day 3 already and we're still shopping!!

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Saw this in a shopping mall.. Tot was quite cute so we took a pic with it.. trying to act as if we're dressing up too.. OH man... see my fats?? wahahas.. so i'm not skiny after all~!

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massage every night was such a chore..(for me it's quite painful man..) i think i very skinny.. tt's y they hurt my bone even more . It's cheap! by the way it's $7 for an hr of thai massage... Where to find sia?? haha tried oil massage too.. but then hv to strip naked.. ARGH~~!! but it's good.. $14 only.. Where to find sia?? Where to find in singapore?


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The fellowship minus 1 at dinner

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blind folding him...

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saboing darcy.. to celebrate his bday.. we're trying to ask him to get blindfold then taste and guess wat he is eating..

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Woo~~!

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see out cheeky faces?? cos wat we're offering next is...

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These!!!!! arghh~~~~~~

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he knew something was wrong.. when we kept very quiet.. walao.. we gave ourselves away.. wahahas

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we end up eating with him..Lulu..

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me..erm.. taste like.. nothing?? juz some very oily stuffs.. it's kinda crispy.. but when u bite it, it crumples n u feel like eating erm.. paper??

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Next.. the "i have never" game.. the one who is to ask the quesion, will pour mixtures into the glass and oni those who did the thing will drink the mixture.. erm.. anyway dun care oso if u guys will know.. but it's quite fun. haha

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Zhixiu "seh" already.. lolx..

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We ran out of drinks so we decided to use those worms in plae of drinks.. Since all of us excpet jillian ate the worms already.. We brave eh? lolx. Still when jillian loses, she refuses to eat the mealworms... adn coming all sorts of defense n substitutes.. BUt NO! we dun give in. lolx. keep pressurizing her.. gave her a chance then she lose again.. but then she still very persistant.. then............ she walk out of the room. Sian.. Game over.. wahahs but good.. cos we can sleep liao.. =p

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foam bath! 1st time try.. wahahas.. but this is the max i will show.. it's not a candid shot k.. it's posed.. wahahas.. i know i vain.. but everything in life shld try once ma.. wahahas. sexy eh.. all covered up nicely,, hehe

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last day... cheers... Wil miss Thailand! So cheap.. so good.. The thought of coming back to singapore really is demoralizing..

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Guess how much i got this jacket for?? Was out really to shop n shop n shop during this trip.. I spent $370 on food n goods. I got myself a new pair of shoes, a new watch, a new jaket, a few monkey t-shirts, a pair of shades, boardshorts, earring, every night of good masage and of course an experience $$ cant buy... walao.. form head to toe liao.. Cant believe it myself too. i dun usually spend so much on clothes n stuffs like tt. BUt jillian kept tellin me it's worth it.. u cant find it in singapore.. walao.. I will mis travelling with these guys manz.. haha.. anyway, let's play a little game here.. count how many monkey shirts i have??

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COsy in our hotel room

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The Fellowship.

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Wait la..

Patience is a virtue~!! wahahas.. wait la.. busy these few days ma then nvr really blog.

I think nowadays nobody would also wana read liao. so lifeless after army... lolx. no more Encik stories to tell. =p kinda miss his erm.. scoldings?? wah.. Siao.. kidding nia..

Promise i'l update my BKK trip pics soon!

SAWADEE KRAP.. SEBAIDEE MAI??
CHOK DEE NER KRUP~~! =)

hmm.. maybe i shld do a little advertisement here.. Listen to UFM 100.3 on mon-wed, 4pm-4.30pm. They teach abt thai.. cool eh..

KHORT KOON KRUP~~!